These past couple of weeks have been so hard no me....
Everything seems to be going in a downward spiral....
I had to leave my chruch...
mom lost her job....
A close family member died....
& not my best friend has abondoned and relpaced me.....
The stress has gotten so bad that I am in constant aganizing pain....
there isn't a moment that I don't feel misrable....
The sympoms keep getting worse and worse every day.....
I pray to God that I feel better soon....
I just want to cry...